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[ When the video opens, it's of a young maiden with golden eyes and dark hair with red ombre over it that makes it look fully red when she moves her head. In her arms is a fox kit and a voidcat that's playing with it, and she's dressed in a pale pink outfit too. ]

... Ah. It's already been a month. Time certainly flies in a daze at times.

How do you... mortals and otherwise... deal with losing someone that was a part of your life for long enough to make it feel empty with them gone? My mortal fiance, Ren Jinguji, left a month ago. I thought he'd return... so I waited, and waited... and looked...

I've never... truly faced loss like this, save one time... and I don't know how to react properly to it.

[ Pausing, then bowing her head apologetically. ]

I am called Kitsuno, Princess of Sawa. I am of the foxkind... and a fairy, as mortals have called me. Some even named me "youkai".

I apologize for imposing on your time like this, but it has been... difficult. Thank you.

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[foxtouched]

[ Oh... what a kind lady. She looks at her through the screen curiously. ]

You're very beautiful, my Lady. And you speak with the kindest cadence... it reminds me of those that raised me. Thank you for your words.

[ She doesn't know how to feel! ]

May I know who you are?

[trueholy]

I can only offer my deepest sympathy for you, I apologize that I can’t do more.

[But goodness, what a compliment. ]

You flatter me greatly. I am Venat.

[foxtouched]

That you would give me a moment of your time means much to me, Lady Venat.

I've just been so uncertain on how to react. Being with a mortal... it is very new to me, but I enjoy seeing them and how everyone is so unique and wonderful. But... to know my own is no longer here... I'm not sure how to behave to it.

For I will outlive him, but I don't like the thought that he won't remember me anymore.

[trueholy]

It is okay to be sad, I think. It is much like a grieving process as knowing you will outlive them.

[ She frowns. ]

You don’t think he will remember his time with you? I hope that to not be the case.

I pray that someday he will return to your side.

[foxtouched]

Well... sometimes when people leave places like these... they forget that they were here. I was fortunate that my Ren didn't forget me, for we'd met in another world before this one.

I could find a way to him, as I know how to travel between worlds... but... I can't leave this place. I tried, and tried.

[trueholy]

I have also tried many times to venture beyond this place. It’s curious isn’t it?

[ Nevermind that one time she traveled so far and was gone for so long she nearly had consequences!]

I’d love to speak with you more, if that is okay. I know we haven’t met before now, but…

[foxtouched]

I do not mind, my Lady... I don't get to talk to people much anymore. It's like when I was locked away. So I would like to talk to you, too.

Will you tell me about your world?

[trueholy]

Well now, that just won't do. I would never want someone to feel like they have no one to talk to. So we will talk often.


It was beautiful, my world. I miss it every single day.