essenceborn: (blinku)
Nenonen ([personal profile] essenceborn) wrote in [community profile] ellipsanet 2023-04-13 04:09 am (UTC)

I don't know. I've never had friends before.
Or...
I didn't know what they were until I came here.
I know I still don't understand many things. I don't understand what it is to be mean to someone.
But I think there are some things you would say are mean if I described them.

I don't know what kind of friend I want because I want them all.
I like all my friends, even when they are grumpy. Or mad. Or angry.


[ Nenonen thinks of Knives here, who is both...a friend, and not. A friend they also somehow feel uncertain of and protective of in the same breath. It's a strange emotion to have. ]

If friends who are only nice to everyone all the time are the friends that I should have, does that mean if they aren't good if they can't do that?
I don't want that.
I want to keep you.
You are my friend.
Please do not leave me?

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