[ He resists the stronger urge to stroke that fluffy fur. But there's a blatant misery around him now as Runyu gazes at Xingchen. ]

No. I'm not like you. I'm not nearly so kind or selfless as I sense you are. But I want to be better. I want to learn...

[ The nose to his cheek brings a flush to his cheeks and he has to pause, swallowing. Then confesses. ]

I have done horrible things, Xingchen. I am alone for a good reason. My wishes to have a friend are selfish, I do not deserve to be near someone as gentle-hearted as you.