It gets easier after awhile. You wake up here enough days in a row and you kind of accept that this is where you live now. It's not EASY but you adjust I guess.
There's always part of me that's aware I don't deserve it but it doesn't matter. There are things here that have become important to me so I focus on that instead of shit like who deserves what.
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There's always part of me that's aware I don't deserve it but it doesn't matter. There are things here that have become important to me so I focus on that instead of shit like who deserves what.
[ USUALLY. ]