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[nilhilistic]

Do you think you deserve to be loved?

What makes you worthy of it?

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[nilhilistic]

I know I am not, so the point is moot. I am merely curious as to how others grapple with it.

[mysophobic]

I'm not sure either. I'm still...trying to grapple with it myself. Believing that I'm someone worthy of being loved, in a relationship, even if the person knows what I am.

It doesn't really come up back home due to phrobiests being seen as monsters and inhuman. But it's a bit different here with people from all walks of life.

If it hurt other people to see you think you were undeserving, would that be a good enough reason to start believing that you are?

[nilhilistic]

I don't have any people to hurt. Therefore, I am not concerned.