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[nilhilistic]

Do you think you deserve to be loved?

What makes you worthy of it?

Comments

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[kerontribution]

Some people will love you even if you are the worst. So worrying about deserving it is a waste of time.

[nilhilistic]

I am not interested in being loved.

[kerontribution]

Are you mad people love you when you don't think they should?

[nilhilistic]

I would not know. I am not loved.

[kerontribution]

Then why are you asking?

[nilhilistic]

I was curious about the realities of it.

[kerontribution]

The reality is people will love other people for reasons that only make sense to them. Feelings are like that.

[nilhilistic]

The reasons are worth scrutinizing.

[kerontribution]

You'll give yourself a headache that way.

[nilhilistic]

I don't spend all my time thinking of it.

[kerontribution]

You think about enough to ask any random person who reads this.

[nilhilistic]

So? Asking once does not mean I'm consumed by it.

[kerontribution]

That's what people who are consumed say.

[nilhilistic]

Don't be absurd.

[kerontribution]

Oryou thinks you want to be loved but don't want to admit it because you think it makes you look weak, or something like that. She knows that type.

[nilhilistic]

No. Love is important. It balances strength. I do not think it is a weakness.

[kerontribution]

Huh. Then you're smarter than Oryou thought you were.

[nilhilistic]

[ what a compliment. ]

Which doesn't seem like much.

[kerontribution]

No. Is there any reason Oryou should have thought you were smart?

[nilhilistic]

No. Considering Oryou has very few thoughts at all, I did not expect any thought given to myself.

[kerontribution]

Oryou only thinks about important things. Other people think too much about useless things.

[nilhilistic]

What Oryou thinks is important is debatable.

[kerontribution]

Oryou has excellent priorities for a fulfilling life.

[nilhilistic]

And they would be?

[kerontribution]

Make sure you always have food to eat and somewhere warm to sleep. Find people you like and spend a lot of time with them. Don't let anyone make you do things you don't want to.