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"Nil" 🐉 Rafal ([personal profile] nilhilistic) wrote in [community profile] ellipsanet2023-06-17 09:57 am
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Do you think you deserve to be loved?

What makes you worthy of it?
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faezel: (🌼 116)

[personal profile] faezel 2023-06-18 11:56 am (UTC)(link)
What makes you say that?
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[personal profile] nilhilistic 2023-06-19 12:23 am (UTC)(link)
Experience. Loving people requires more compassion. More heart.

Compassion is something I am still learning.
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[personal profile] faezel 2023-06-19 01:04 pm (UTC)(link)
I promise that it's not impossible to learn.

It's also a two way thing! Those who love and care for you will grant you patience and understanding while you go through this journey. That, in itself, is an act love.
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[personal profile] nilhilistic 2023-06-20 12:37 am (UTC)(link)
That feels like an obligation.
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[personal profile] faezel 2023-06-20 12:43 am (UTC)(link)
Not when it's done with love!
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[personal profile] nilhilistic 2023-06-20 12:45 am (UTC)(link)
Is it all that different?
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[personal profile] faezel 2023-06-20 12:49 am (UTC)(link)
It just doesn't feel like an obligation when you care about the person!
You want to help them. Because you love them!
Seeing them thrive and be happier makes you feel that way too.
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[personal profile] nilhilistic 2023-06-20 12:53 am (UTC)(link)
Perhaps there is some truth to that.
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[personal profile] faezel 2023-06-20 12:57 am (UTC)(link)
There is! I feel happy and proud of you for reaching out to talk about this.
I know we don't know each other all that well, but I care and want the best for you.
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[personal profile] nilhilistic 2023-06-20 01:04 am (UTC)(link)
That is not a good reason.
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[personal profile] faezel 2023-06-20 01:15 am (UTC)(link)
Well! Perhaps not.
But you can't stop me from caring regardless!
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[personal profile] nilhilistic 2023-06-20 01:21 am (UTC)(link)
There are many ways to make someone stop but I'm not allowed to do so.
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[personal profile] faezel 2023-06-20 01:28 am (UTC)(link)
Hahaha!
I love how funny you are! ( SHE THINKS HE'S JOKING, )
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[personal profile] nilhilistic 2023-06-20 01:32 am (UTC)(link)
. . . You really should be more careful.
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[personal profile] faezel 2023-06-20 01:34 am (UTC)(link)
Probably!
Say! Want to grab lunch together some time? Or tea. Or alcohol! Whatever you prefer.
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[personal profile] faezel 2023-06-20 09:09 am (UTC)(link)
It'll be nice to chat face to face! Also: Fun!
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[personal profile] nilhilistic 2023-06-21 12:28 am (UTC)(link)
I'm not sure I see the fun.

But all right.
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[personal profile] faezel 2023-06-21 11:13 am (UTC)(link)
Hopefully you will when we meet! When are you free? I live in Amberfall, there are some nice spots in town for drinks and such!
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[personal profile] nilhilistic 2023-06-21 11:21 am (UTC)(link)
Just tell me when and where and I will come.
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[personal profile] faezel 2023-06-21 11:52 am (UTC)(link)
How about tomorrow, midday? If you swing by my cottage and knock we can walk into town together!

( she sends the location over to his device! )
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[personal profile] nilhilistic 2023-06-22 12:43 am (UTC)(link)
[ what a weird thing to do, but ok. ]

As you like.
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