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Do you think you deserve to be loved?

What makes you worthy of it?

I suppose that is an accurate summation.

Oryou told you. She understands the important things in life.

I wonder.

It feels like necessities for survival. Not so much for life.

You can survive without anyone you like, all by yourself. But Oryou doesn't recommend it.

Life is still more than just being around people you like.

What do you think life is about?

Improvement. Working towards better goals.

You can always improve yourself more. If that was what life was about, Oryou would never be satisfied.

You don't think you can find a level of improvement to at least be content with?

All the people Oryou knows who focus on improving themselves just keep going and going and going. Even after they're dead sometimes.

[ hm. ]

Certainly, but to what end?

Because they have bad self-esteem. Like you do.

I do not.

You obviously do.

How is it obvious?!

"No one loves me and I don't deserve to be loved."

You are mistaken. I am very much loved.

As for deserving it. I did wipe out multiple civilisations. So it is not for me to determine.

You said you weren't loved. Did you change your mind?

It is true for a long time I was not.

That is no longer the truth.

Maybe your self-esteem improved a little.

Incredible for you to notice.

Oryou doesn't pay that much attention to you. You're not interesting or a friend.

Is that meant to be insulting?

I'm well aware of what you consider insulting and it lurks at the bottom of a food barrel.

It's not an insult. It's just facts.

It is your opinion. It is not a fact.

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