CLEAR THE AIR FOR NEW YEAR

[seasonsmods]

Hello, everyone~! ⭐

I'm Starlight ✨, here with a public forum post to end the new year with! It's called a confession booth!

Basically, this is your chance to confess something you have been holding back to start the new year off with a clean(er) record!

Oh, and every comment will be automatically anon when posted, so no need to play with settings or anything.

And of course, have a wonderful new years, everyone 💫 I hope to see you more come next year.


Oooh and one more thing. Please don't make any lewd comments on here, okay? If you need to get flirty with your anon buddies, you can make your own post. Much love~ 💕




OOC: This is a mini-minun fun event to end the new years with! Starlight herself won't make any comments or reply to anything. This comment is a free for all, threadjacking is probably a given, please mark if you'd rather avoid getting threadjacked!

Please also keep everything SFW, as this post won't be locked. You can make a secondary post of anon flirting and sexting if that's something you wanna do! A NSFW version has been posted.

Of course any potential triggering confessions should be warned about in the header.

Anon isn't OOCly on, but ICly it's always on. You'd have to hack the settings to be posting with your username.

Comments

tw violent threats

[colchismagecraft]

threaten vengeance on whoever i could hold to blame for it
stab them or burn them if they were lying to me to be cruel

[happydreamed]

Entirely understandably.

Is that something that's happened to you, or a fear?

[fiorello]

yeah... if i did, i'd be all alone. it's too sad

[ Thank goodness this is anonymous. ]

[abnormalizes]

I don't think that's possible for me, thankfully! Old age and all that.

[sangreine]

I've been on both ends of that.

The easiest thing when I'm on the "I remember, they don't" end is to plaster a smile on my face and get to know them all over again. It sucks, but it's way better than nothing. I try not to have expectations but you kinda can't help it.

Being the one who can't remember also really sucks, so maybe I just have a unique perspective here.

[ashenrose]

You too?

[Thank goodness for anonymity indeed!]

[sangreine]

Understandable.

At least there's that. I'm sorry that so many people don't get it, though. I guess that also makes me sorry for myself because same hat.

You're not a bad person for wishing they got it more or at least accepted your explanation of why you deal with things the way you do. It's not the same as wishing they went through bad things, it's just wanting the people you love to understand and accept you.

[ahoukoito]

they don't have amnesia. i wouldn't feel so torn up about it if they did.

they're not here, but if i do get to see them again one day
i guess i can try that. i've had to do similar things in the past; it's just never been this close to home.

[sangreine]

As someone whose past probably gives everyone nightmares, I doubt they'd feel that bad. We know it's hard to watch.

[abnormalizes]

But I do feel guilty about wanting them to understand sometimes, so thank you, that's reassuring to hear. I would never want anything bad to happen to my friends.

[roundandaround]

I don't get it. Are you trying to get famous for romance?

[roundandaround]

Yeah... I hope you get to see all your friends. Especially if they would be happy here.

[sangreine]

Yeah, sure. We havers of extra shitty backstories gotta stick together.

[roundandaround]

Now I'm hungry.

[mysophobic]

I kind of hate what I've become. I hate that...I've done terrible things back home under the control of someone else and haven't told the people I'm close to here about it. I'm afraid that in turning into something else to help others back home I'll hurt the people I've become so close to here in the aftermath.

I don't know if I deserve all the kindness I've gotten here.

[sextoying]

I'm starting to realize that I don't think I've ever actually been in love before. It's pretty depressing, honestly.

[abnormalizes]

I'll be sure to give my known fellow shitty backstory havers extra affection next time I see them in case one of them is you.

[ahoukoito]

they didn't have amnesia.
which is a good thing, don't get me wrong. i know what it's like to forget and be forgotten and i wouldn't ever wish that heartache on them.
or anyone, really. i'm sorry you've had to experience it.

i'd just
changed too much to be theirs anymore, i guess?

[abnormalizes]

They'd love it here. It's a lot nicer than home.

[fiorello]

yeah... i was in a really scary place before coming here. and i lost my best friends

[ One to death, and one to betrayal. ]

[sangreine]

[ uh holy shit ]

I could have written this myself. Except for the part about telling others, I have a big mouth.

I'm really sorry, for whatever it's worth.

[disasdeer]

Maybe. But not this one. I traded it for someone's life.

[ahoukoito]

ah.
i'm not really the vengeance-seeking type, personally ...

[ashenrose]

Are you human?

[There's no way someone real would knowingly befriend people like her, right?]

[sangreine]

That's hard. I'm really sorry. It might actually be easier if they have amnesia, thinking about it. That makes it not feel like a rejection, it's just a lack of memories.

Was your changing a good thing for you, their feelings aside? Trust me, I know not all change is good, or even voluntary, so it's a genuine question not some attempt to put an optimistic spin on a real bad time.