text; un: raphael

[cupiditasmedendi]

How much of who and what you are is dictated by your own perception of yourself... or how other people see you?

It's something I've been thinking about a lot. I'm still trying to figure out who I am in a lot of ways. A lot of the time I'm not sure if I'm doing it right, and I didn't have any good examples to model from when I started becoming aware of myself as an individual.

But at the same time... I'm not sure how far I can push it before starting to lose something more integral, and that scares me in a way I can't fully explain.

I know this might be a lot to ask. I have just noticed that a lot of people here are very kind.

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[colchismagecraft]

because you fear losing something so fundamental to what you are
what we would call a spirit origin

and you do not know what would happen as a result
?


i wonder sometimes if there if any point in me trying to change or become something other than the evil witch i have been for all these years

at least some people think i already have

[Not as calculated as her usual responses, just trying to get her thoughts out on paper- well, text. If this person understood and wanted to hear her out, then Caster felt she wanted to oblige.]

[cupiditasmedendi]

Something like that.

Are you an evil witch, or is that just something that other people have always called you?