text: anonymous (cw/tw: depression, self-loathing for the whole post)

[unknowntodeath]

[Just a very normal question anyone would ask in the network here, nothing strange to see here.]


How do you get past hating yourself?



[Asking for a friend.]

Comments

[dreamsofwings]

I think I can understand that. I have a lot of people's memories inside me. It can be confusing so sometimes that makes me feel numb too.

The god, I guess, of the last world, she gave everyone a choice to follow her. People have different reasons for doing so. I didn't want to live in hell anymore. I wanted a different future. I don't know if it was the right choice or not.

Progress...

Maybe. I don't think it's been long enough to say.

[unknowntodeath]

I don't think I've heard of anyone sharing multiple peoples' memories inside their head before. Sounds like a unique brand of hell.

Given the choice, depending on the moment, I would have likely followed her too, no matter the consequences.

I'm sure this place will provide you with the chance to work on it as well.

[dreamsofwings]

It's complicated. It's not always that bad, but sometimes it's messy.

[ UNDERSTATEMENT. ]

I don't regret that choice. But coming here obviously wasn't any of our choices, and who knows what we're really going to do here. Not everyone is going to want to save the world or whatever it is.

[unknowntodeath]

I have no doubt that some of us are going to want to do the exact opposite from saving this place. Especially since the selection is random.