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Dec. 7th, 2025 05:05 pm
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Dec. 4th, 2025 07:56 pm
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☄ First Impressions

♚ VISUAL: Amaya has a surprisingly diminutive and almost demure appearance; always carrying herself with an air of leadership despite being 5'0'' even, Amaya carries herself with dignity and a strangely gentle air despite her stature, almost properly looking the part as a leader of a village. What will make this image fall apart is looking at her face for too long; at cold, yellow eyes that never seem to gain any sort of spark to them, or if they do, it is but a brief flicker. Her expression rarely if ever leaves the sort of stony calm that seems to define her, as well. If it does, it's usually due to negative emotion...or something else.
♚ FASHION: Very simple; exceedingly simple, honestly. Amaya prefers clothes that are baggy (due to her muscular physique underneath; think more lumberjack than bodybuilder, someone who fights for fun) and very simple. A long white dress with a goldenrod belt and some gardening boots that have seen one too many harvests and are practically falling apart. Amaya's clothing of choice always seems to be like that, truly.
♚ DEMEANOR: Amaya is...strange in this regard; by all rights, she does give off the impression of a leader when she speaks. Very taciturn, a little stern, but with a gentleness that implies anyone could speak to her and she'd open her ears for them. But her tone is very...blank? It tends to come off as very monotone and blank, though it can be quite intense when Amaya tries to sound passionate. And that's the real kicker in the end; Amaya tries to sound like what she wants, but she fails pretty hard at it most of the time due to her cold eyes and lack of inflection in her tone.
♚ SOUND: The best approximate idea I have for her voice is here for how she sounds! She's got a surprisingly deep voice for someone so small, though she in particular has a more monotone and less impassioned inflection.
♚ SCENT: ...She honestly kind of smells like she doesn't take showers nearly as often as she should. It's the depression, baby!
♚ MENTAL INFORMATION: Amaya has no defenses against mind reading, but, uh. Considering the passenger in her heart, let's discuss this first!
♚ MAGICAL INFORMATION: Amaya has access to light based magic (her world calls it Sun element, which is meant to be a power that reveals the truth of all things, contrasting the illusory Moon element), which grants her access to basic magic there, as well as healing that only works on humans and may actively harm unholy creatures. She also has access to dark magic, due to the Dragon that hangs around in her heart; this grants her much more power, as well as a regenerative factor, and she's also uh. Got a lil bit of possession going on don't worry--


☄ OOC

♚ BACKTAGGING: I'm fine with this! I tend to be a lil slow on tags anyway, and due to working full time, I can only really get to them in the evenings.
♚ FOURTHWALLING: No thank you!
♚ PHYSICAL AFFECTION: Please for the love of god ask first. Amaya's fight or flight response will activate and it may end with your character having a bloody nose, at minimum.
♚ PHYSICAL VIOLENCE: Ask first, but Amaya happens to love to spar, so absolutely! She's also a surprisingly accomplished magus, but uh. Funnily enough, her primary means of fighting is actually with her fists, so she will gladly be down to brawl and will not go down easily.
♚ RELATIONSHIPS: I am begging you to get some taste, but uh. Let's discuss if it looks like it's going in this direction, because Amaya has a LOT going on here.
♚ TRIGGER WARNINGS: So Amaya here is in fact my OC with every disease (purely metaphor), but she has a LOT of content warnings associated with her. There's quite a few that are unfortunately unavoidable if you dive into deep CR with her, but there's plenty that can also be avoided, too! Let's go over them. Always feel free to comment if you need me to avoid something or if you don't wanna play with Amaya at all, that's totally valid!

UNAVOIDABLES

  • Cults. Amaya spent the first seventeen years of her life in a cult, raised to be the perfect little sacrifice for her Father to the Dragon that he worshiped...who is, in fact, the Dragon sealed in Amaya's heart. The cult living situation has unfortunately left Amaya with little in the way of life experience, even after finally breaking free of it and being forced to find her own way in life after everything that's happened to her. It has also unfortunately left her hilariously uneducated; she was taught to read, and literally nothing else. Her involvement as it's leaders daughter is something she keeps more explicitly under wraps, but this is outright unavoidable unfortunately.
  • Child abuse. Primarily emotional abuse, but also a little bit of physical abuse; Amaya was very much made to be the perfect, emotionless little sacrifice to the Dragon from a very young age, deprived basic things like independence, her own sense of self, and even her emotions. It's actually why Amaya is so emotionally fucked up nowadays; not allowed a single emotion out of line, it leads Amaya to being both very emotionally closed off, and yet prone to some extreme emotional reactions if sufficiently pressed. Both someone who has had to grow up too fast, and yet hasn't grown entirely at all.
  • Possession. So. Amaya is possessed by the very Dragon her father worshiped, with it basically attaching itself to Amaya's heart and soul essentially to bar her from ever feeling positive emotions. This does unfortunately mean that discussion of said Dragon is unavoidable, as well as references to the possession in tags; I can at least minimize references to it, but if you get deep in the weeds with her, it's inevitable that it'll come up. Probably the most avoidable of the unavoidables, but yeah.

  • AVOIDABLES
  • Suicidal ideation.
  • World ending. SO. Amaya did actually try to end her world at 17, with the help of the Dragon.
  • Patricide.
  • Children murdering other children.
  • Children murdering just in general.
  • Abandonment.


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